October 2011
4 posts
September 2011
33 posts
I can't wait to start over new,
High school just seems even more ridiculous every day that I attend, the rules that we have to abide, the way other students act and treat each other, the excessive making love in the hallways. I’m just so far beyond that in my mind, not saying that I’m better than anyone at my school, just saying that I’m ready to get the hell out of there. I’m counting down the days till...
Trying not to fall asleep right now is a major challenge.
Beautiful people make me cry because I know I...
You proved me wrong.
it's really dumb
how people just believe everything someone says.
I’m awake so my mind shall wonder.
frustrated.
“Say what you want do what you feel becuase those who mind don’t matter and those...”
– Dr.Seuss
day 16 → someone or something you definitely could...
Anel Quintero,
I’m kind of having to live without you right now, which is causing me to keep a lot in. It’s rough, but I know things will soon return to how they used to be, or at least I hope they do. You’re my rock, my other half, my comfort blanket, and defiantly the love of my life. I’ve never put someone in front of myself as much as I do you. You’re one person...
day 15 → something or someone you couldn’t live...
Tyler Williams,
I’ve tried at times to push you aside because we fight and that’s something that sibling often do, but I’m well aware that I cannot live my life without you, you’re my rock and you you keep me stable, and I know I keep you alive at times.
I love you.
i feel like gods taken over facebook, that’s all people talk about on there.
i want to prove everyone wrong about you.
Not having a phone sucks.
Life can sometimes be unbearable, but I’d rather it be that way than not get to live it at all.
May 2011
1 post
I feel like nothing was solved and I still feel a little shattered. I just want you to approve of something I want to do, just for once.
March 2011
4 posts
I'm the moodiest person I know.
It’s weird how you think you really know someone, but then you realize, there’s so much more you didn’t know.
I would give it all to not be sleeping alone.
February 2011
6 posts
I really wish I could let go of you, I don’t see why this is so hard and hurts so much. I just wish you could see where I’m coming from and what I feel, and I just wish there was one person who would feel a little bit of pity for me and not you. Its so unfair that everyone takes your side, I just want one fucking person to say that its going to be okay and that I did then right thing....
I still read your horoscope.
The Tale of Haunting Heart Break
A man and women spend most of their life searching for that one person, who they can always be with and love forever. There are some men and women who decide to be unlike the majority of our population and search for lust, and not worry about love, but deep inside, what they want more than anything is to be loved by one person eternally. Harrison Till was this man, he was a big success, he became...
I hide how I feel in order to help you. I’m tired of being the bad guy, I’m tired of everyone coming up to me and telling me your shit. I’m tired of hearing about it, and I’m tired of this mother fucking guilt you’re pushing upon me. I’m doing all of this for you, for fucking you. I’m getting so close to fucking blowing up in your face, this is growing so...
Sometimes I don’t even know why I’m still trying, it’s pretty obvious I’m not needed.
I’m just here to drive you around. That’s all I’m really good for, right?
January 2011
4 posts
day 14 → a hero that has let you down. (letter)
Dear Mom,
When I grew up, there was a lot I didn’t know about you. The shit you hid from me, how much you stole from all the people I love, how out of control your drinking and drug use was. I blame for the way Tyler is today. I still love you, but you’re not really my hero, you’re more of the reason I keep trying to get far in life, so I wont turn out like you.
I fear having...
i don’t have control over my own house.